Sunday, November 28, 2010

We No Speak Americano.

I have so many thoughts rushing through my head all the time. I may actually think about things way too much, but I am unsure if that is possible.

First trimester is almost finished and that is stressful and extremely daunting to me. I often get involved in way too many projects and then let my school work be thrown to the back seat. I have slightly begun to accept the fact that I have a slightly unsatisfactory ethic of getting work done because I do take part in many artistic projects. I am growing as a human being even if I don't meet expectations that people set for me in regard to my school work and other things.

I don't blog enough for you to really understand my whole life. But I put on a cabaret in October with my close friend Alli as the other artistic director and created a student ensemble that performs musical theater music in the community. Well our first performance set went extremely well and led us to wondering what we could accomplish by furthering our work with the ensemble. We are now embarking on our second concert series to go up in mid February. Stay tuned.

I like a lot of things. I like band. I like singing. I like organizing. I like piano. I like the euphonium. I like taking photos. I like writing music. I like thinking. I like talking. I like messing around on guitar. I like acting. I like listening. I like learning. I like cooking. I like creating... I like creating.

I like to create.


"If you want to be an artist, be indifferent to everything but your art." - Pauline Viardot

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Time For Change.

So I would consider myself pretty good at what I do. But, I want to be great. And I must admit it is very hard to walk those small steps to be. I guess the main problem is that I am unsure what it takes or what past people who have been great at things have done to get where they are or how they feel inside about it. I am unsure if I have the passion or even capability to be good at certain things.

Currently I am just practicing and trying everything I can to be great at what I pride myself in because I want to make an impact on the world.

I had an amazing extended weekend that was quickly crushed by two mediocre/lame school days.Life gets better though, so it's okay.

"Prejudice is ignorance." - Glee