"What came into existence was life

and the life was light to live by."

"Do nothing but admire what has been done."

"It's raining in Sacramento today, and it's long time coming! Enjoy this rain, knowing that you are apart of everything- the rain, the wind, the earth, the trees, and all that inhabit this fantastic, mad and beautiful world."

missed concept past the gate

trying to learn in a world of creation

knowledge sets free the lost

acknowledging what was next

to understand now

leaves you gasping for air

articulate yourself

here is the found 

"I've learned that people will forget what you said. People will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them people."

This far down the road..

i'd buy a lottery ticket everyday

if I knew truth was the jackpot.

I think, i'd even save up all my old tickets

paste them on the wall or something.

Just so I knew I was trying

and that I was one ticket away from existing.

02.14.16

Steep out my intentions-

as if a hill must stand.

Flying Home

the party is loud

their are no balloons

only foolish bickering

no games are had

I am not here

and quite sad

03.11.2016

big couches adorn the loft above 
sitting multiple people should be a task
yet, their is enough room
beds in pairs of two still make me lonely
small rooms, big house
actually divided
yet we still bear the home-
on shoulders
on feet together
closets with cupboards
kitchens in islands
so much life

03.10.2016

King Of The World

"The more I think of it now, the more it seems to me as though I have gone about all of these years torturing myself with the effort to recover something - some experience, which I seemed to have forgotten. But I never had the inkling of what it could be."

VIA THE MASTER BUILDER, IBSEN

Time

"One implication of time is that it suggests and allows a beginning and ending."

"Your thought requires the passage of time.

And it does not matter how you define time,

because it is the effect of time that matters and not it's nature."

VIA THE MEANING OF LIFE, DAVID PENSGARD

Standing Still

"I know life well enough to know you can't count on things staying around, no matter how much you want them to. You can't stop people from dying. You can't stop them from going away. You can't stop yourself from going away either. I know myself well enough to know that no  one else can keep you."

Women's chest

eyes on eyes

how scared.

Sorry

Keep moving past

integrating what you bring in

search not for experience but conceptualization

and what you want

keep building your beams

soft and tender

low as high as sky above

you will never understand that freedom

till social slavery is addressed

it is all out there

for all.

03.07.16

In Whatever Time We Have

Till I Could Handle Truth

And that is all he would know it as.

no predecessor. no explanation.

reasoning lost in previous action.

And, I didn't try to explain.

I could not fight- just knowing I was wrong.

how do we know anything?

Our senses do not deceive us.

yet here, I created myself and sat there.

self pity consumed me,

And, I was the bad side.

02.13.16