All kept up, it hurts to exist

Everything in life's story passionate uncomfortable resist.

I am not sorry for the sick man in bed

because I know that discovery lies before recovery

And now know recovery doesn't lie so much over your head

as it does in the tips of your toes and cheeks

and arms and thighs.

We cannot apologize for pain nor can we ignore it.

All we can do is stand in ones shadow 

hand and hand in hope to exist. 

Because pain doesn't go away over 

but more timed wishes & belief in a truthful tomorrow.

Birthday Surprise!

horoscope

Aries (March 21 - April 19). The first step in creating work that people love is loving the work yourself and having fun while you're doing it. The more interesting your work is to you the more interesting it will be to others.

Taurus (April20 - May 20). Too many people are prone to self-doubt and the tendency to underestimate what they can do. you'll witness this dynamic and take every oppurtunity to build people up.

Gemini (May 21 - Hune21). Just because you can see things from another person's point of view doesn't mean you're soft. In fact, your perspective and compassion are what allows you to stand behind your personal rules.

Cancer (June 22 - July 22). You have been given a gift that you may never be able to pay back, but that's OK - youweren't meant to. The world will be betterwhen you pay it forward instead.

Leo (July 23 - Aug 22). The proverb goes: Honey is sweet, but the bees sting. Today you;ll take a calculatted risk in order to taste the good side of life. The potential danger isn't too great, so go for it.

Virgo (Aug23 - Sept 22). Those who don't believe in magic often believe in things that are just as impromable but much more boring. You'll be drawn to the fanciful types, and they will keep you entertained.

Libra (Sept 23 - Oct 23). You'll find yourself trying to reason with unreasonable forces. Some of these come in the form of children. Maintain your structure and your patience. Maintain your structure and your patience.

Scorpio (Oct. 24 - Nov 21). Friends tell you your strengths, critics tell you your faults, and loved ones tell you you're acccepted for both. It's good to feel there is someone who loves you unconditionally.

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21). You can't stick to the recipe when you don't have all the ingredients. Life will force you to change it up, but what what you createwill be betterfor the challenge.

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19). It appears that what you assumed has been proved correct. Another theory is that what's happening is a direct result of your assumption. In other words, you believed it, so it's coming true. believe.

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18). If part of you is stretching into the furture and the other part is lagging in the past, there won't be enough of you left to take advantage of the oppurtunity going on right now.

Pisces (Feb 19 - March 20).  Lose the definitions and judgments for now. if you split yourself into "bad" and "good", the two sides of you will engage in an internal battle, draining the little that will be left for productivity.

Birthday

I'm Beginning To See The Light

"As we begin our journeys in life, may we be nourished by our years of friendship and learning. 

Through the years may we draw upon them to create a more just and peaceful world."

My Number

Nearly nude, on the ground you ask for second chances
the only chance you were given was the breath of life
breathe in deep, all around
and trust in something not familiar.
Anyways who every enjoyed dancing in dresscodes while committing the commuter route.
It's all about being it.
no doubts, no delusions, no dares, just deep awareness you're it,
welcome to the club.
We don't card because were sick & tired of anything subpar to sober fun.
were about short shorts, ride up tees and long walks in the shade
sunglasses, mint gum, pulled back hats and fresh washed jeans
training wheels off, forever plaid and baggy tyedye tanks and tea
Minnesota summers are hot and humid, but
we never lose it.

Pokemon Theme

Bernadette Peters Swings He Arms

One day, you gotta promise you're gonna try

I've been scared of silence,

ever since you claimed the quiet sound.

I've also been scared of contact,

due to it's consequences.

But I am no longer afraid of trains.

and walking in the crosswalk.

But I am scared of myself alone.

And what the lonely mind does to matter.

I have seen the world change with the wind,

but, what about the water?

Where did wonder go?

Or have I forgotten it's face?

Friday June Twentieth

Liberty Fanfare by John Williams