Aspiring Dreams

So I havent posted in like two days. Sadly, I was grounded all weekend so I really had nothing to blog about anyway. Unless you really want to hear about my babysitting escapades. Even though I really didn't appreciate being grounded and being falsely accused, my weekend wasn't that bad. I did miss a sweet techno dance across the river, a friends birthday bash and camping out in the country with friends though.

I am still freaking out about the photoshoot I am having this week. I just really don't know the girl and I just have a feeling like its going to be completely awkward. It would really help if I had someone with a car just there for moral support - but no one has gotten back to me yet.

So far, I have found that I am really an independent person. I love spending time with people, but I can survive on my own. I do admire and aspire to be a lot of people though - I'll watch these videos and read these blogs about brilliant people and it always seems to give me a feeling like I could be them one day.

I have this one friend that is just so good at everything she picks up. She has a beautiful voice, has practically mastered two instruments, taught herself piano, picked up acting right off the bat and pretty much everything else. I am always thinking what can't she do? she is brilliant at everything in every aspect.

Then there is people I don't actually know but read about like Andrew Keenan Bolger. He is the exact person I want to be when I grow up. Today he is a named character in the Broadway tour of Marry Poppins. A few of his past shows just on Broadway include: Seussical, Beauty And The Beast, A Christmas Carol. Other national tours he was a part of include: Max the Dog in How The Grinch Stole Christmas, Leaf Coneybear in The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee and Ragtime. The most amazing part is that he is only 24. Just nine years older then me and already look at his achievements. He graduated from teh University Of Michigan with a bachelors degree in musical theatre.

One day I am going to be someone amazing, someone that I am proud to be... I hope.