Wait A Bit

I had a in depth discussion today about college. Let me remind you im just going to be a sophomore, by the end of summer I will have already visited two colleges out of town, spent way too many hours on college websites and overall be thinking way too much about college. What if I can't help it that everything I do from day to day is only to get one step closer to hopefully being accepted into The University Of Michigan, Julliard or The University of Ithiaca? What is so wrong with my life, that I always have to being looking forward to something far down the road? What about the moment, am I missing out on imporetant things? I hope not, I would hate to look back on right now and not be able to remeber anything special or unique.

When Mr. Haug the symphonic band director told me he needed to speak to me after marching band, my mind and heart just went crazy. Could this be the one moment I have been waiting and looking forward to for so long - when he invites em to join the top band at our High School? Sadly it wasn't that day, just yet. Last year Our symphonic band auditioned to be a part of a music convention, out of fifty bands four made it and we were one of them! Which is such a great honor for the little town of Winona. Mr. Haug has asked me to play piano for the convention! Which is so cool and I am so happy to do it, but for some reason in the back of mind all I think about was the fact that I thought today was gonna be the day when he asked me to be in symphonic band.

After a kinda pointless marching band practice where we just sat there, I talked to my drama director about some small details about the musical, then went home, walked over to Acoustic where there was a preformance from this famous women from New York, finished some more letters about our drama program with Alli, met up with some more friends, went out for ice cream and ended up siting in the grass discussing life.

What will tomorow bring?