Lux Aurumque

I can do this. No matter what people say, it is possible to achieve what you dream of doing in life. I guess I would rather shoot for the moon and reach the stars, then reach for something attainable and just receiving that. It makes life interesting to want, strive and have a constant drive to fulfill or do something.

So one thing I have found is that I cannot go to any place that has food available for purchase. Because I will automatically, no matter how hungry I am spend all my money I have on me on food I don’t need. Today not only did I have a very fulfilling dinner of spaghetti that me and some friends threw together but I had a mental talk with myself about how I wanted to start eating better and exercising more because I want actual abs. Hahaha good joke, I then proceeded to go to the Acoustic Café with a friend and spend my entire, well almost entire seven dolor bills I had left to my name on a bowl (not even just a cup) of soup and the largest possible size of a blended iced hot chocolate which is basically chocolate milk. $6.58 later I am satisfied and enjoyed my choice in regards to taste but slightly disappointed in my extremely, personable “talking” stomach.

I dislike school greatly and may fail out and sell myself on the street corner. Or become a full time artist… but who knows, my mind changes a lot.

"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed." - Albert Einstein