Utterly French

Thanks to a blog follower's comment on my last post, I just need to view things in a bit of a different light. Because whatever I do I will be an artist and things must get worse before they get better.

Many things are going on in my very busy life. I currently have nine days to instill some sort of universal idea and view in my ensemble due to slight lack of motivation or want to create something memorable. Every time I pick up my euphonium I am making improvements and am beginning to understand what I need to do to grow as a performer. At the start of this school week I had a total of three tests that I missed and still had to make up, I now have one down two to go. Jazz band auditions are quickly approaching and I uncertain of my standing on the whole ordeal. Personally in my unrealistic dream world, I would audition and be accepted on piano splitting half the music with my classmate Destiny. But for some reason life doesn't work exactly as you would have hoped, like last year and in middle school, when I did not receive the words of acceptance on piano I was hoping for. November first is the due date for all senior photo entries into our school yearbook which is putting me into a crunch for getting many of my friends senior photos take and edited.

All these things happening in my life right now may be a tad bit overwhelming at points, but I know that it will all benefit me wherever life takes me.

To be a dancer, you can read books, look at diagrams, ect.. but the most beneficial thing you could do is dance. To be an artist, I must create no matter what it is or where I am. And I plan on it.

"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself." - George Bernard