Now I am unsure of what I believe in as a higher power, I just feel like I am often coping out when relying on this "god" to be able to take all my problems and forgive my sins. Let's be honest, I do like this idea though. It is just hard for me to worship fully and forget my doubts. I find religion intresting though and enjoy attending different types of worship. I do believe that there is a bond holding this world and all its millions of little people in place though. Now whether this is God, Jehovah, Budah, aliens or Bill two houses over to the left is currentley under dispute and will probably be long after I have passed on, but that is okay in mine book. We need magic in our lives, to keep believeing that miracles happen everyday.
The human condition is what we are currentley living. It is our actions, our thoughts, the process that we go through to get from one idea from another, our morals, choices, and beliefs that define and contribute to the human condition. Whenever you begin to question what is uasually unanswered you have just breached the beginning of a life of trying to fully understand the human condition.
I believe that every action that I exhibit may or may not be closely watched. People often jump on the band wagon if they are unsure of what they actually feel about an idea or thing. Sometimes I think that my life would be pointless out context with the rest of the world. Because then nothing would seem measurable or tangible to the brain. We as humans are our own lab rats in life. We as humans all hide things that we in some wish we could tell people. We all have weird habits. Our mind is the place that needs the most personal discovery. The minute you forget what you should actually be doing, you actually start living. Time puts boundaries on life. We are possible of creating a world in which we are proud of and it begins with instilling in youth that they are capable of great and beautiful things. I am here on this planet to contribute to what has already been started by the people before me.
Now as much as I would like to give you my views on the human condition, I would be unable to because I am no where near fully understanding its true nature. If I stumble upon anything revolutionary I will be sure to tell you. From hear on, I challenge... no not challenge, I hope that sometime near future begin asking why things are the way they are and begin exploring the depths of the human condition. It is best spent drinking warm sprite, drug of choice, jazz music from pandora, bed side lighting and a comfy bed to ponder over.
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