Last night i set my alarm clock for 9:00 - quite earlier than my usual 11:00. I was hoping to do something productive with my day maybe finish my draft for my schools play write competition, take my dog for a walk and pick out the camera that i have been waiting to invest in. My alarm was gone and past when i woke up at 12:30, only to spend my day like usual... doing completly nothing. Well i guess thats not completely true, my day wasnt that bad - i did make it to Target, saw a friend who thinks she stole someones spatula from my party last week and i picked out my camera.
I stopped and took a long look at a calender today. I just cant really grasp the facts that it is already mid July. Like where did the first half of my summer go to? Completing another grade, Beauty and the Beast at St. Marys, marching band practice and parades, multiple graduation partys and auditions for Once Upon A Mattress - just doesn't seem to fill up six weeks. For some reason i am just really distressed over time. Maybe, its the fact that its virtually uncontrollable and whatever i do i can never get it back...
I really dont want to look back on my summer and think "wow, i did compeltly nothing" so i am going to set my alarm clock again and try it all over, till it sinks in.
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